Thaddeus 3, Yeshua Fire
Love Ice Cube!
i keep praying for a rapper like this who believes in Yeshua!
For Ice Cube’s Christian hatin’ is gratin’ my nerves!
Use to love that!
Use to believe it too.
Now i want more representation!
A rapper like my faith…
Part of me wishes i could do it!
Rather late to start though
and!
the beat!
Remember rap so good music wasn’t even needed?
My rap is in words
Souletry!
these sites ya’ll,
utilize them!
is what i yell at myself
and sit there
unmotivated
more interested in the human sin
amazing with words
yet limited in expression?
Tis why i just write them
instead of critiquing
for they would never be heard
see the light of day
if i didn’t throw the words
on the canvas
- like monkeys throwing crap
quite literally
have had utter genius
amazing stuff
come out
in a splurge
cultivate others
to do similar
i do
making money isn’t the point
accolades didn’t start this
yet i find it and stumble
like i did/do when i pick up
drawing
fear resides
just do it
i tell myself
urgently
shaking
from art withdrawal? 😀
what an interesting concept
from unexpressed
unexplainable
excitement?
Yeah!
That one rings true!
Color baby!
Colorful expression!
(hmmm, a new title for something?)
Already invented
i tell myself
my critic monster
i was encouraged to draw it
my biggest enemy is me (Andy Mineo)
and here it stops me?
i have a habit of busting on such a stop till it breaks!
Color the crap out of it!
Out of that!
Lollipop this!
Seriously!
Sugar Time
for we awful growly here!
The Lord keeps on believing in me
despite my frustration
many faults
a cure for my insanity
why?
and what is truly insane?
Who defines sanity?
Elohim i say.
For He knows me
and it’s time i start believing
what He keeps saying to me
everyday
its amazing how i/we reject it
Love
i do not deserve it
plus the responsibility of it
SUCKS! 😀
it’s really the blacklash
i agree with my haters sometimes
and i wonder
what if i didn’t?
Thaddeus 3, 2018
😀
(Thomas 12, Yesua Fire-Lecrae losing his faith, still awesome rapper though (pray for those falling!) and recently i’ve discovered nobigdyl.! Love every song! nobigdyl. is coming out with a new album in like 4 days! (from when i first wrote this! It is out now! Thomas 20-6/20/18)
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Genesis 1:31 Creative Ministry 